Krystal | Cali | She/her
I've clung onto Patrick Stump once and held onto Brendon Urie's hip
Krystal | Cali | She/her
I've clung onto Patrick Stump once and held onto Brendon Urie's hip
‘his fingers slide from my chest up to my neck, over his chain i forgot to remove, to the back of my head, bringing me closer as the kiss deepens.
“holy fuck!”
my heart jumps to my throat as i detach myself from brendon instantly, slamming into the bunks behind my back. someone is standing in the open doorway of the lounge. spencer is standing in the open doorway of the lounge.
he saw.
“sorry,” he manages, his face one of complete disbelief and shock with wide, wide eyes and his face as pale as snow. he swirls around, clearly unable to look at me.“fuck. oh, fuck,” i groan in disbelief, feeling horror hit me like a speeding truck slamming into my body. “wait! spence, just wait!” i call out, panicking, wiping my mouth, eyes flying from my bare chest to brendon’s unzipped jeans, mind flashing with the way i had him against the wall, our hands everywhere and our lips locked. and spencer saw me. with him.’
[volume one, part two, chapter three, 5/x of the real life throam series]
‘“i really like this song,” i admit. it’s not loud. jon and i both play acoustics, and the song is melodic and nearly pretty. with the different sections and messed up time signatures, it’s like a followers song unplugged, and i’m surprised that i like it. it doesn’t need to be loud to hit home…the songs are good, though. they ought to be shared. and within the past day, i’ve realised that writing music with jon comes easier than it has with any of my bandmates.’
[volume one, part one, chapter four, 3/x of the real life throam series]
“Whoever wrote that clip clearly wants to fuck me.”
The Heart Rate of A Mouse - Vol.2: Wolves vs. Hearts - Chapter 6: Baby, I Think I’ll Refrain
favorite THROAM scenes in no particular order
→ over the tracks (book i, chapter 10)“So did you and Spencer break up, or what?” he now shoots at me, and I feel like he has just plunged his hand into my guts and ripped them out. “I pay attention,” he says obnoxiously.
“You know nothing about that.”
“Funny thing is that you’re so blatantly heartbroken over it, yet Spencer seems to be doing just fine.”
Without thinking about it, I curl my hand into a fist and punch the wall right next to his head. His eyes widen in surprise, but he stands his ground in defiance. That’s his problem. He doesn’t know when to back off. He stares me down, and I have never met anyone who has been able to read me as easily as he does.
The space between us is minimal, and my blood boils. “Fuck you.”
“Fuck you,” he counters just as venomously.
I close the gap between us and kiss him hard.
The guys stand behind me, waiting, and my eyes find Brendon, who looks as bored as I feel. No one is paying attention to us: the guys are bickering and Pete is trying to chat up one of Iain’s assistants, and I let myself stare at Brendon from across the roof. He looks bored as he puts his fingers onto his temple, pulling an imaginary trigger. I break into a grin. He looks around quickly before mouthing ‘bus’, pointing at himself, then at me, and lifting a rather seductive eyebrow.
Now that I think about it, Brendon is actually a bit of a dork.
I grin even wider, unable to take my eyes off of him.
Flash.
I blink rapidly, staring at Iain in surprise. He lowers the camera and hums. “That was the shot. We’re done.”
so it is written, so it shall be done. in 1976 ryan ross ran into brendon urie at a party after being separated for a long time. in 2015, ryan ross ran into brendon urie at a party after being separated for a long time. so it is written, so it shall be done
The Heart Rate of a Mouse - Vol.2: Wolves vs. Hearts
Chapter 2: A Golden Opportunity
when ur in a bad spot, just think: WWTRRD? (what would throam ryan ross do) and then u can make the situation even worse
“I feel like I’m falling apart” || The Heart Rate of a Mouse aesthetic for Ryan Ross
